here I can come to say that which would get me flagged
like how life is only harder and fleeting the older I get
like how being born withdrawing for cocaine and alcohol really shaped me
like how having parental and support systems that are inherently not that
like having people in my life who think I'm negative because I can't get over
environmental destruction, and racism..or economic in equality
I'm just a negative sad sap fuck face for noticing these things
why can't I just envelop myself in my white male privilege and just get over on everyone else
why can't I just want to consume? thoughtlessly, with no regard for a future
why can't I?
here the summary
I want to die
I want to give up on this scripted play
I actually convinced myself I had grown and made progress, faced demons and walked on fire.
put myself into compromising situation and returned with a head held high
maybe it was the smoke
maybe it was a joke
long story/ rant/ welp short
there is a glass of water sitting next to me and
30 little of options
they've never been more friendly,
they've never listened more
they have never liked me this much.
id say pray for me
but I know that's what got me here
do me a favor help me keep these pills down.
like how life is only harder and fleeting the older I get
like how being born withdrawing for cocaine and alcohol really shaped me
like how having parental and support systems that are inherently not that
like having people in my life who think I'm negative because I can't get over
environmental destruction, and racism..or economic in equality
I'm just a negative sad sap fuck face for noticing these things
why can't I just envelop myself in my white male privilege and just get over on everyone else
why can't I just want to consume? thoughtlessly, with no regard for a future
why can't I?
here the summary
I want to die
I want to give up on this scripted play
I actually convinced myself I had grown and made progress, faced demons and walked on fire.
put myself into compromising situation and returned with a head held high
maybe it was the smoke
maybe it was a joke
long story/ rant/ welp short
there is a glass of water sitting next to me and
30 little of options
they've never been more friendly,
they've never listened more
they have never liked me this much.
id say pray for me
but I know that's what got me here
do me a favor help me keep these pills down.