sun shine with off shores

if you let this build....it might hurt more than it had to
come on kid you're doing great
you want this for real...
you met someone you connected with...but timing is everything.
and YOU are not there.........dont even consider her
you are not there.
the tears know
we hate to let go
but guess what...life only gets better


go to new york
and discover yourself.


you are fine

clouds

my love for you is like a dream, i could wake up anytime i want
startled out of a nightmare.
awoken with desire from a lustful sleep.
where do i really want to be
if you're planting the saame harvest. im not interested
if you have new abundant ways to show me....i might have an inclination
but as far as i can tell myself, you have nothing to offer, except heartbreak.pain and loss.
mostly by taking such a high road....one i never knew until we met on an airplane.
now im left with pieces to many puzzles...trying to put together a flawed picture...
something might settle in...but won't it just be complacency?
settling for less than i know is there....
speak your curse...endless perfection to the point of destruction
she has never compromised her body.....
thats for you to play....mr boy toy...
chewed up fucked, and spit out, all because we asked for it...
you're the only one i could believe the dream with
the fame, the tabloids
the incessant pressure to prove we're really in love.
the cracks formed by each tour and each desire to gain independence.
your  age makes even my insides feel like high school entries.
who the fuck are you, and where did you come from.
do you know what you've done? im a motivated wreck.
if you're some 19 year old  dream....whats next
i know you felt me, im done teling myself otherwise
the trip continues to unfold.